Silence to authenticity: A radiologist's journey to acceptance and advocacy
Dr Abhishek Mahajan is a consultant radiologist at Clatterbridge Cancer Centre in Liverpool. For National Coming Out Day, Dr Mahajan recounts his decision to relocate to the UK in search of a more accepting environment where he could live authentically as a gay man.
My journey in radiology began in India, where I worked as a consultant radiologist and professor from 2011 to 2022.
Radiology has always been my passion, but living as a gay man in a conservative society meant I often had to conceal my true self. The fear of societal stigma and professional repercussions kept me silent for far too long. I find myself reflecting on the importance of embracing one's true identity. In pursuit of acceptance and self-love, I made the courageous choice to move to the UK. This decision was not easy; it meant leaving behind my family and friends, and a successful career. However, it was essential for my mental wellbeing and personal growth.
Upon arriving in Liverpool, I experienced a warm welcome that reaffirmed my choice. The Clatterbridge Cancer Centre NHS Trust's inclusive and supportive policies made my transition smoother than I could have imagined. For the first time, I felt free to be myself, unburdened by the fear of judgment. With the necessary resources and support networks provided by the trust, I have been able to flourish professionally and my emotional and mental wellbeing has greatly improved. This newfound freedom has empowered me to advocate for the LGBTQIA+ community, both for healthcare professionals and patients alike.
Authenticity
My journey has reshaped my understanding of authenticity, especially within the context of my medical career. When LGBTQIA+ healthcare professionals feel supported and valued, it leads to better patient care. LGBTQIA+ patients also thrive in inclusive environments where they can receive care without the fear of discrimination.
I am honoured to serve as the LGBTQIA+ staff network chair at the Clatterbridge Cancer Centre. In this role, I am dedicated to supporting staff members and ensuring that patients receive compassionate and inclusive care. My commitment extends beyond myself. I aim to provide guidance and support to those who may face similar challenges, fostering a culture where everyone feels valued and respected.
It’s important to remember that coming out is a personal journey – there's no right or wrong way to do it, and everyone’s timeline is different. I hope my story inspires others to embrace their authentic selves. If you are a healthcare professional grappling with your identity, know that you are not alone – a supportive community is here to welcome you.
Here’s what authenticity truly means to me:
The freedom to accept oneself from within
Avoid seeking validation from others
Embracing self-love is the first step towards achieving mental wellbeing
Creating a more fulfilling environment